Peonies Talk

The last time,i jotted notes in here, it was a catastrophe. After being inspired to randomly write about stuffs and goings-on and in about saving them to be published, the connection fizzled and God knows, i looked for my write-up back and forth the pages but to no avail.
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The Prophesy

I missed Alain when I came to think about what-would-bes, what-might-bes or wannabes hehe. The pact has been, not to divulge secrets or wishful thinkings to each other. We felt that if those thoughts were known to each other, they would all become bubbles. We hang on to that superstition like gospel truth:)

Few years back, a numerologist prophesied the dark days of my life. They all came to pass and good things happened, I finally got to know myself really deeply well. Then, another year came,another fortune foretold.

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Fortune

There is one common theme the fortune teller keeps battering about; it is about timing for everything. One message that sinks in, that is, I have to take care of my needs first before others.I have to be happy now or happiness would just be another opportunity that might come to pass.In the next years,she said, I would not be having this luxury of time to take care of my happiness or behold a loved one because I will be out there, like a feather in the sky spiriting out from one destination to the next.

I might be better out there than here. Time can tell.

~ by tigerlila on April 13, 2008.